Iphigenia

Iphigenia

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Recipe for a bad day

I decided actually having a bad day was too hard to plan out, but luckily, I had a bad day just last week. It didn't start out with a terrible misfortune, but just a feeling of unease. Usually I wake up with a sense of what I need to do and how I should do it. It feels good to be organized and in control of everything, but on that day, I just felt tired. I had my schedule worked out in my head, but it didn't feel right. Going through my day, little things I normally wouldn't care about started to glom onto that feeling: I was late for breakfast, my boyfriend didn't show up for our usual rendevous between classes, I forgot to make a lunch so I was hungry, I didn't remember to do a reading assignment, I zoned out of class, zoned back in and tried to participate in the discussion and ended up sounding really stupid (or I thought I sounded really stupid) and so on. I almost cried twice in class which annoyed me a lot, and I really wanted to be alone somewhere, but I knew my roommate was in our dormroom, and anywhere else on campus would have loads of people everywhere. The day improved later on when I ate something and watched Scrubs, but it was a sucky day and the worst part about it was that there was no really big reason as to why. Those things happen every now and then, but for whatever reason, it just affected me worse that day.

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